Every day I walk into work surrounded by children who are fighting for their life. These past two years, I have watched many kids persevere with dignity and strength through difficulties, trials, and pain. My patients inspire me as they endure so much without complaining.
Many have asked how I can work on the Pediatric Bone Marrow Transplant Unit (5200) where death and dying is a reality for some of these patients. I know foremost it has been the grace of God on my life to carry me on after heartbreaking moments. However, most days on the unit are fun seeing kids still being kids. As you enter the double doors make sure to watch out for patients barreling down the hall on tricycles. You may also see others dancing in the playroom during music and movement. One of the most exciting moments is the confetti parade celebrating when a patient leaves the hospital after transplant. It can be very emotional as this sometimes represents several months of being in the hospital.
As a nurse I have the privilege to be part of these families most challenging and intimate moments in their lives. I chose the field of nursing because I wanted to help people in their greatest time of need. In return, I am the one who has been blessed as I have walked and fought alongside these amazing patients and families.
Now it is time for me to transition to a different position at Duke so that I can continue to expand my knowledge and skills within a variety of areas within pediatrics. As I say goodbye to my home unit, many of these patients and their families will forever be carried in my heart. What an opportunity to be part of their lives and to bring a smile or a kind word during such a difficult trial. In reality, they also touched my life and inspired me as I witnessed their daily battle fighting for life. Life is precious; and we should count every day as a blessing from the Lord.
